I found some pictures on my photo booth from last semester when my [ex] girlfriend came to my school for the day. We had just finished having sex when she took them, so obviously we weren’t looking our best.
Actually I think she’s beautiful in them. But she was goofing around with the effects and just being silly while I was getting my clothes on. On all of the pictures I have of us before that, she looks genuinely happy to be with me. Absolutely content. But in these…and don’t get me wrong she looks happy in these. But having known everything about her for a year and watching her every emotion…I can tell she was faking in these. I can tell that she was just posing for the camera, as most girls are wont to do. She looks like her mind is with someone else. Now I know that it really was. It hurts so much to see that by the time those were taken she was already gone. I could have sworn that was only about a month after I left for college. She lied to me for so long. Now I know why I went crazy and pushed her away; somehow my heart must have known.